for the moment

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eliz28 | June 30, 2009 20:58

the depression only lasted a day which is a definite improvement. it is all always still there but i am not looking toward it anymore. instead i am looking toward a bright today and the possibilities of a life where i am healthy and positive. i am changing my interactions with my sister and focusing on her good qualities, it is making the living situation more pleasant.  i want to enjoy this time with my sisters because it is not going to last much longer and it is pretty special to be living with them at this time. 

my diet is good, no bingeing or purging!!! i am realistic about how this can change quickly so i am prepared and using the tools i have, such as prayer, meditation and exercise. the only problem is that i have been distended for the last 2 days and it is making consuming any food unbearable. i am uncomfortable. i think this means i have done some real damage to my stomach. i am not sure what is up but if it continues i will go to the doctor.

peace 

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